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NaPoWriMo 10:30 ~ Wither…Awaiting Light

by The AOMuse

One boy
dreaming
for Sun speak
like blossom
yet to bloom
did drown
in his river
of words.

His exposed
de-composure;
each petal found
still reaching.

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Editor’s Note: This verse is a remix of a book spine poem is written in honor of National Library Week and my unabashed, unafraid love for the library.  The photo was found on the Facebook page of the Campaign for America’s Libraries and more information about their book spine poem contest can be located here.


The Ballad of Booksnookery

by The AOMuse

i am sneakthief
cat burglar / leerily
leaching
minutes / of escape
swift into literature
where leads life
these legs of mine
for study / sturdy eyes
affixed upon
target of written
aspiration
creeping atop a terrace
through windows
false walls
hidden doors

i am sneakthief
cat burglar
scoping hour
of shop closure
whence workers
take leave
searching home
wresting my way
through lockpick kit
shifting pins
and barrels
for precious content
auspiciously bound
by fallen trees
slain then recomposed
in dusty stacks
concealing themselves
as inconspicuous
paper weights
i will not be
denied
a discount of
ten fingers
two cerebral
hemispheres
sponging information
from a puddle
of lifted pages

i am sneakthief
cat burglar
self contained
creature of night
by moonlight
crooning
the language
of ancients
by daybreak
moving through
a banquet
of tanka
a thirst for theft
finds my cup
ever empty
beckoning
a broken spigot
some accidental
overflow
in whose rich
well water
i might immerse
and replenish

the fount of youth
newly found
reaching for
a bookshelf
i am sneakthief
cat burglar
stealing away
once more
to renew my mind
fresh from formulating
an enhanced theory
of everything
all bits of insight
pickpocketed
over time
from reaching
nimble phalanges
between the lines.

sneaky.


Freewriting While Freereading w/Pacia Anderson

by The AOMuse

On another writing day in Word Play Friday, Pacia decided to express her love for reading and I ever so inspired was compelled to offer my own rebuttal that we might be twins in tandem page turning and I submit to you a freewrite about freereading, the next great sport in human existence.

they are / tools of the trade / the needle’s point / where parables are sown / the fuse by which / imagination is sparked / a playground where we / commune with muses / consort with impossibility / indulge our intellect / and align in inspiration / majestic epics / or short literary relics / quests and zealots / or how to better sell it / weld it / antiquity / I’ve held it / letterpressed and smelled it / like tree rings from tall oaks / dead poets give rise / cuz see / when books come alive / so do I / from first editions / motivational speakers / free Riverfront Times / the lines / on a parking meter / I am a deeper / free thinker / because I am / a reader / a knowledge seeker / open-minded unblinded / critiquer / a free speecher / ink bleeder / I be her

be he me / long arm of the law / reacher / for ideas seeming fleeting / explicitly exploratory / especially exotic / once nicknamed “quixotic” / for i pursued knowledge / until knowing curiosity / became a nuisance / a black man / made his home in stacks of ancient tomes / making mischief of history’s mystery / dub me encyclopedia brown / not snuff enough to be ruffled by the limited reasoning / of wikipedia-ed down / writers / i need insight from an insider / an elder’s eloquence / first hand stories from the unforgetting elephant / that left footprints next to harrison / marcus martin or malcolm / my mental mark must be broader than an outcome / we need more study of the “how come” / breed us more readers / who won’t be held hostage / that what is hidden between the lines / goes unnoticed by black folk / who so caught up in a chain game / they chase debt / until permanently reattached to that black yoke / but i proclaim sallie mae must give us free / cause my tuition at the public library / means i can put more of what i learn to work / for me.


The Thinker (For We Whom Abuse Our Multitasking Mental Faculty)

by The AOMuse

As I sat on the bus this evening forcing myself to digest two excerpts from DuBois’ “The Souls of Black Folk” while listening to an NBC Nightly News podcast, I felt a great overwhelming friction occurring in my head.  It is not an unusual feeling.  I feel it often when I attempt to do too much in the course of studying or engaging in dialogue.  I usually work through it until the mental fatigue passes.

In this particular instance, I took the machete of the mind to DuBois’ dense rainforest of prose until I was done and then decided that I would sit the book down until I arrived home for I felt I might read these two excerpts a second time for understanding.  Because I lack the capacity to sit still, I decided that I should write something while the bus was en route.

“The Thinker” is the final result of this effort.  It is perhaps the 4th or 5th sonnet I have written in my time as a writer for I am much more a fan of free verse and unreconstructed verbal discharge.  Rules in writing occasionally bore me.  At other times, they excite me.  This is nothing too tough.  Simply my way of grappling with the pressure gauge that my brain has built up during the course of study and my attempt to kick open a valve.

Writing ticks away tectonic tension
Exhausted tepid shifting plate of mind
Pause on precipice of new intention
Whittling tools of thought to pass the time

History hath no need of happenstance
I can predict the course of each event
Instead of weathering the winds of chance
Where mistakes are foreseen I may prevent

Use vigilance to seek out wisdom’s crumbs
Experiment each day with what works now
Neither gnawing of nails nor twiddling thumbs
Questioning Who What When Where Why & How

Construct where curious brain now tinkers
I am this willful & winsome thinker.


On Solipsism & The Psyche of Social Reading

by The AOMuse

We read to know that we are not alone. ~ C.S. Lewis

It is still a matter for debate as to whether C.S. Lewis actually made the above statement.  The quote arrives by way of Anthony Hopkins’ portrayal of Lewis in the movie “Shadowlands”.  It appears in none of his own writings.  You may forgive my attribution for the course of this blog as you will likely never again see me quote this Christian apologist.  Aside from “The Chronicles of Narnia” and an extremely intriguing critique of his text “The Screwtape Letters” by a fellow non-theist, I have not read any other writings from or about him.  All others are fairly low in my present list of intellectual priorities.

The quote finds itself so personally penetrating as it was folded into a story I discovered while Google searching my blog name for reference and duplication. In a tiny literary pond known as the “Bookpuddle”,  a blog entry entitled The Post Literate Epoch? appeared in 2007.  This particular blog title was discussing the concept of children in the digital age navigating within a post-literate epoch.

The author found themself in a book store overhearing a conversation between a group of high school girls about a book title for which one of them had completed a report although she never read the book.  It was revealed shortly thereafter in the conversation that she had located a website with a summary of the book and copied her report data from there.  The group also went on to express disgust for Jane Austen to the chagrin of the eavesdropping author.

I am no particular fan of Jane Austen either.  As I mentioned to a friend on Facebook this past week, I have only recently returned to the practice of deep reading after living as a habitual book skimmer for some 15 years.  Yet this quote resounds so powerfully within me after a weekend at the Black Oaks campground where the subject arose as to whether members of our present era find themselves in the grips of an extreme yet subtle solipsism.

Solipsism is defined by the American Heritage Dictionary as the theory that the self is the only thing that has reality or can be known and verified.  It is composed of the Latin terms “solus” meaning “alone” and “ipse” meaning “self”.  A deep philosophical egocentricity which in a modern global context is the luxury of the American citizen who too often perceives their own cultural identity as the only matter of relevant discussion across the planet.

Presently I am reading a text entitled “On Being Black” compiled and edited some time in 1970 by Charles T. Davis and Daniel Walden.  Their object in assembling these writings was to trace the intellectual inheritance of the concept of “blackness” between a selection of authors spanning from the Emancipation through the close of the Black Arts Movement at the outset of the 70’s and therein create a discussion for how each writer perceived and used “blackness” in their work.  Anthologies find themselves to be a most useful means to revitalize work which may have been overlooked, ignored or narrowly analyzed in order to obtain new meaning.

“On Being Black” appears at early appraisal to accomplish this task quite well as its “Introduction” chapter exhibits the overlapping folds and currents which undergird each literary movement through which black people in America have transitioned.  To read the struggle to wrangle this concept of “blackness” during Emancipation, Reconstruction, Renaissance, and all periods forward and between while not allowing it to become its own dogmatism, one continues to feel ever more deeply connected to a long literary tradition and cultural lineage.

While it may be less possible or probable that one can travel the world often, you can read a book and have a conversation with someone who has come from a distant shore.  Social reading predates the inevitable rise in the digital age of Goodreads.  Book clubs, reading circles, and study groups have long been practiced before its time, but there is something to be said for the immediacy of engagement that can occur and the amount of physical and intellectual space that book discussion can cover in a short span of time.

So I ponder now this process of reading and how it strengthens my external connectedness to an expanding world outside of the limited scope of my own mind.  I am connected now to the author writing and also to the experience of those about whom they have chosen to write.  I am communing with a period of time in which I could not live and partaking of a possibility I had not yet imagined whether they are bleak and dystopic future societies or the horrific historic infractions humans have committed against one another.  Reading expands the circle of my ideas about people and our process.

Perhaps this is why I find myself so disturbed with the dissolution of the communities of reading and writing.  Only a week ago I stumbled across the Salon article citing how many aspiring writers have little desire to read.  How then do you connect to the diversity of ideas that exist in the larger world?  Are there not sufficient studies to show that your circle of personal friends are typically inclined to be closer to you in thought even when you think them diverse?

Reading is an escape from this mental monoculture.  You want both something different to think about and more expansive to talk about.  Reading is how you obtain that insight and in the process lift others around you up.  Hopefully, your circle of friends is reciprocating the same.  For if they are not, then you truly are alone because the scene in your mind never changes.  Read and change the wallpaper of thought.


Review: Blackberries, Blackberries

by The AOMuse

Blackberries, BlackberriesBlackberries, Blackberries by Crystal Wilkinson

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Crystal Wilkinson has managed to capture in this text a series of expressive, heartfelt, funny, sorrowful, sentient, and somber vignettes of life amongst folk in the wide open range and spread out places. The problems are the same, but there is a need for a community to draw together even with the distance of two counties between them.

Each story reads like a snapshot. It reminds me of visiting my Grammy Kathy or Great Aunt Ethel and looking through one of their photo albums where each picture had a weaving, winding, and interconnected story behind it that tied richly into every other picture.

Kathy and Ethel made ceramic figurines. So many ceramic figurines. Ethel had an entire addition onto her house filled with these magnificent creations. Each one carried a story or a sentiment filled within it. You could imagine that her library of ceramics were a million little pieces of her life that she was sought to give away before she passed. And give she did. Her and Kathy. Every time we or someone else would visit, they would leave with one of those ceramic figurines.

This series is a book of ceramics that makes you hearken back to your own stories that you carry from before your elder country folk became city folk and life got a little different than it was before.

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Review: Abolition Democracy: Beyond Prisons, Torture, and Empire Interviews with Angela Y. Davis

by The AOMuse

Abolition Democracy: Beyond Prisons, Torture, and Empire  Interviews with Angela Y. DavisAbolition Democracy: Beyond Prisons, Torture, and Empire Interviews with Angela Y. Davis by Angela Y. Davis

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This small text is densely packed with Davis’ insight into the history of social justice organization and mobilization, the injustice of the prison system, and the interweaving of that system with capitalism to create an exportable prison economy with both a profit and social repression incentive. It reads quickly as a conversation develops between Mendieta and Davis that displays his intense engagement with the subject of his interview.

There is a gem of an answer at the end of the interview which speaks to Davis’ concern that there is an overreliance on seeking role models for social justice mobilization when what she and others of her era did was essentially experimentation. In this way, modern organizers should be more fearless with experimenting with new ways to think their way through more highly evolved forms of racism and those threats to social justice which we encounter in the present era.

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Review: The Black Book: The True Political Philosophy of Malcolm X, El Hajj Malik El Shabazz

by The AOMuse

The Black Book: The True Political Philosophy of Malcolm X, El Hajj Malik El ShabazzThe Black Book: The True Political Philosophy of Malcolm X, El Hajj Malik El Shabazz by Y.N. Kly

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

As a work of literature published for general consumption, The Black Book is intensely academic almost to its detriment. It is so academic and incisive that I am disappointed that they did not footnote each section with the sourced material so that we can determine how they drew their conclusions as to what Malcolm would do or say. It must be read in the context of Malcolm’s other works lest one fail to understand how nuanced and critical Malcolm was and readily capable of integrating new information to craft a different assessment of the problem and necessary solution.

This is the primary problem with the text. Malcolm was constantly shifting his strategy. Muslim Mosque Inc. I need an irreligious context. OAAU. I need to broaden my capacity to organize against all manner of oppression. UN. Oppression in a world context. This book takes a snapshot of that Malcolm and creates opinions on post-mortem events based upon his pre-mortem positions. It still makes for a good read.

The appendix includes a useful dialogue on autocratic and authoritarian leadership amongst African American organizations and how this loss of democratic context creates a similar dissatisfaction to irresponsible authoritarian leadership in Africa and causes the people to eventually gravitate away from these organizations. There is a large section at the beginning of the book on the Islamic concept of jihad attempting to discern if Malcolm’s revolutionary stance constituted such a thing. I found it largely unnecessary towards comprehending the broader concept of Malcolm’s philosophy throughout the rest of the text. I skipped over it entirely.

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Review: My Brother

by The AOMuse

My BrotherMy Brother by Jamaica Kincaid

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I was curious when she finished the first section of the text and her brother had finally died what she could possibly conceive to round out the remainder of the pages. I thought to myself “what more is there to tell”. This title was engaging, insightful, and reflective upon the interactions that occur between parents, children, and siblings in the course of coming of age into our vast adulthood.

This might have just as easily been about my relationship with either of my brothers Tony or Rahsaan or even my sister Danielle for at one point we thought we knew one another and then suddenly we grew and we found we didn’t know each other that well at all anymore. Still we are family and we do have this thing we are searching through inside of ourselves called “love” appropriately. It is a word difficult to define and death causes us to face and figure out the workings of its pieces.

Death. I have wondered to myself how I would encounter and move my way around it. For as much as I could not understand Jamaica’s feelings towards her family, she used a tactic that I imagine I might also (and have) use when tackling an issue as piercing as death. Writing through it. The largest part of the text is a reflective first person dialogue around the subject of death and her reactions to it as she discovers more each day the brother whom she never really knew.

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Review: The Black Humanist Experience: An Alternative to Religion

by The AOMuse

The Black Humanist Experience: An Alternative to ReligionThe Black Humanist Experience: An Alternative to Religion by Norm R. Allen

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

To be curious and black is not to be anomalous any longer. No. This was an intriguing assemblage of tales of the journey from a spectrum of belief through various stages of agnosticism, atheism, and humanism. I am fortunate enough to have a group of individuals in Chicago with whom I gather where we may discuss all of the various aspects of freethought that occur amongst us and how we might use these aspects to improve upon the world and the city around us. The most exciting part of our coming together I found was in the telling of the story of the journey that each of us undertook to reach our present circumstance.

Read this book if you have questions. See the process of personal analysis and critical thinking at work. Allow yourself to give into the curious if for but a moment and you will find yourself expanded beyond measure. But don’t stop at religion. Question social hierarchies, class structure, individual relationships, workplace conditions, and allow your questions to lead you through to a new understanding of humanity. If we are to be skeptics, we must not only be skeptical of religion or government, we must allow our skepticism to pervade in the truest sense, every aspect of our human lives.

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