Mar 18

we are all born with little to no preparation for this thing called life it is that which is simply thrust upon us with a break from our watery world and a bright jolt of light followed by some very extensive physical violation by people called doctors by this world so begins our introduction to this thing so aptly called life from the old english life meaning continuance and perseverance we are pulled from those wonderful wombs which have reared us for what might have been to us an eternity before we were introduced to this world’s concept of time and suddenly we are asked to adjust to being placed in this continuum but we do not adjust we simply grow older and wiser to the ways of maneuvering within something we do not ever truly understand we grow maladjusted pursuing all that this world directs us to pursue tailoring our interests within the boundaries of what this world deems acceptable we cloak ourselves in mist and shadow never truly experiencing the deepest degrees of who we are occupy our time with those base survival needs identified in maslow’s hierarchy when we finally seek self actualization it has most often been motivated by the realization of our own mortality which offers no real insight into the knowledge of god and self at all because such knowledge is sought after out of a purely selfish purpose…end rant for today

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the ao(gotthought?)

written by The AOMuse

Mar 14

If you saw Atlas, the giant who holds the world on his shoulders, if you saw that he stood, blood running down his chest, his knees buckling, his arms trembling but still trying to hold the world aloft with the last of his strength, and the greater the effort the heavier the world bore down upon his shoulders — what would you tell him to do? I don’t know. What could he do? What would you tell him? To shrug. – Francisco D’Anconia speaking to Henry Reardon in Atlas Shrugged

I recently completed this book as part of my recent frenzied foray back into the world of serious reading. Everything about this book tells me that I should despise it. The misplaced compassion, the pigeonholing of an entire population, and the idea that man is an island unaffected by the decisions of any other members of the Earth. All of these factors guide me in the direction that should cause me to state emphatically that I disagree with Ayn Rand and her philosophical treatise in prose form, Atlas Shrugged, on the destination at which a world overtly concerned with its social obligation must end, but I don’t.

I found myself pulled to such a moment of self realization recently when I discussed with a colleague the emotional abuse she was enduring from one of writing compatriots. It seemed that whether she agreed with this individual, disagreed on principle, or took a stance of non-resistance, she was met with a furor bearing no measure of either logic, reason, or understanding. In a manner of minced words, she was very plainly told that her place in this person’s life was as a system of support which in my thinking equates that one is required to nod their head and say amen rather than offer healthy dialogue.

Unfortunately, I have this terrible habit that when someone asks me a question, I am obliged to offer an honest response and dissection of their actions including any such actions that would cause them to come into the circumstances which they are now decrying. This has caused me in life a severe atrophy of friendships for I was not wanted for the oft intense creature of logic that I am, but for my very wide and ever bending ear which allowed those around me to unload their burdens for a passing moment.

I don’t believe that my loyalty is owed to anyone who my discernment has determined to be wrong. If they have enough faith in my powers of consciousness to seek my advice when they can not choose their own path, then they would do best to prepare themselves for any answer that I give them because I have no qualms against leaving a bitter taste on your palate in order to make a point. Had you wanted someone to pour sweet honey over your life plan when it did not pan out, why would you have chosen me to subjugate to such a level?

It occurs to me that Ayn must have been right. Some people live by their ability to cause beings of purpose to insert themselves into the very remedial and worldly affairs diverting them from their true intent. I choose to live beyond that realm. When in Rome, do as the Romans do, consider yourself first.

nomorebloodforvampires!

the aoindividual

written by The AOMuse